““I was 15 when I first got involved with my neighborhood gang. At 17, I
got my gang’s name on my stomach, and by 18 I had 5 tattoos (on my
hands and neck) identifying me as a member of the gang. I had my
problems with the law from a young age but it was not until I was in my
30s that I was sentenced to 27 years to life in State prison. While in
prison, I got 20 more tattoos to represent my gang affiliation as well as
my lifestyle. These tattoos were the cause of many fights and
misunderstandings.As a result of these fights and misunderstandings, I
helped create “Criminals and Gangmembers Anonymous” in 1996 to
help cope with this lifestyle addiction. After serving 30+ years in prison,
I was released into the custody of Sister Mary Shawn Hodges of the
Archdiocese due to my desire to help others positively reintegrate into
society. I knew removing gang/prison tattoos was a critical component
in doing so. My daughter called me “dumb” for having tattooed my
neighborhood on my stomach and was embarrassed by me. Her
teachers and the other parents were fearful and judgmental. Women
were scared and hesitant to approach me while some men acted in fear.
As the house manager in one of the re-entry homes, I met the Executive
Director of Sunrise and we made an arrangement to remove the ex-lifers
tattoos for free. I have since removed 3 of my visible tattoos and am in
the process of removing 5 more. I have noticed a change in how people
talk to me and seeing the tattoos no longer there helps me to further
leave my past destructive lifestyle behind. I now feel accepted and not
judged. Coming to Sunrise has given me the opportunity to create a new
network of friends and colleagues and volunteering has given me the
power to reach out to the troubled youth that are heading down the same
path as I did. I hope to help young men make better choices for
themselves than ending up in gangs or prison.”
#2:
“I grew up in the Westlake [Rampart] area of Los Angeles. When I was 13
my homeboy gave me my first tattoo. At 14, I was jumped into a gang
in my neighborhood. I started getting tattoos to honor my gang and
establish my status in my hood - these included tattoos on my face and
neck. I dropped out of high school in 10th grade. By the time I was 25, I
was locked up for two and a half years while fighting a case. I had an
eight-year-old daughter at the time. My older brother was serving 50 to
life and I did not want to end up like him and miss out on being a father
to my daughter. I managed to win my case and was released. I knew at
that moment that I had to change my life so I moved my family away from
the Westlake area. I started working as a day laborer but wanted a more
secure job. I realized that my tattoos were not letting me get the jobs I wanted.
I knew I had to remove the tattoos on my face and neck in order
for an employer to take me seriously and hire me. I was referred to
Sunrise by Homies Unidos. Through the services of Sunrise, I have
removed 5 tattoos and I’m finishing the removal of my 6th and final
tattoo. During the removal process I have noticed a change in how
people look at me as well as interact with me. I gained a newfound
confidence in my place in society and took the risk of starting my own
small business which has been successful. I am now married with five
kids and feel both relieved and grateful for having a second chance in life”